November is gold this morning, 6 am, every leaf, gold ..

My ginger tea has pepper in it, cardamon, cinnamon, recommended by Sarti,
a friend who knows about allergies, ( my allergies to all anti inflammatories, even in oils, lemon, soaps, Vitamin Cs, ugh. Ginger kills histamine but is also an anti inflammatory agent. Not to forget my allergy to all painkillers 😨)

I take another sip, feeling braver, as the Light spills in. Not many needle stabs in my skin today – maybe I’m better, maybe there is a healing after all. Maybe we can permit ourselves to not worry large scale about auto-immune disorders. Maybe my body is truly truly the temple of the Living Presence of God. Nah. Truly is. Every time I think of Him, the needles shut up. When I look to Him, it all shuts up. Looking toward the One Who paid it all forward, Blood Cleansing Agent of true Love, waiting for me every Dawn, waking humans up, morning by morning, tender, tender, as if I were the best thing He ever created. What Love.
We humans measure our value in success & visual, beauty of the senses. Yahweh. He sees me in the Person of His Son Jesu. You and I can mutter all we want about that being irrational, illogical, dumb – but this here in the skins of me, is no imagination. This here is real as Light – untouchable by human probing, yet It warms me to the core. Warms with the knowledge that we are priceless to Him, indispensable, beautiful beyond belief, precious enough to wait on, each day. He ignores our ignorance, tolerates human intolerance, takes all the blame for our tellings about His badness when cause it ourselves,
better than anything I’ve ever experienced, His priceless pricey Love, paid toward me/ us, our entire universe ….



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