Here You always wrote Letters to me, in the Grab of my total attention: these Notes, I understand best when there are no demands, no selfish prayer, no request, just Us;
We’ve lived in little and larger cities, villages, mountain, desert, coast, chatty spring, rowdy river to the sea, and bustling town..
& now in a concrete jungle, I meet You here, pre- Dawn. The light is low: no other voice, no memory as strong as You. Dawn: this Still Rush-
You are larger than the sum total of all I’ve been, am or will be. Here, it unsettles my earth, here there is no gravity, only You. Wider than all the horizons I’ve ever known, than all fragility, advantage or disadvantage, our sins of manipulation, blame, ignorance, narrowness, our essential appetites, and acquired loneliness, our assorted pain, our gains of greed & cultured intolerance, our pet rage, our rituals of consumption/ obsession with bias, blinding dark deafening differences, our partying with pop hate, our truce with war, our naked Crucifixion of the Love of God: we have married murder, we have raped human courtesy. We are Adam &Eve eating the palm of the serpent, we have turned our back on the last sips of free dew,
all we have sinned- who is there that is left standing on two sweet feet? All we have fallen short of the basic code of morality. Spell bound in bloodthirst, we gouge each other out, we amputate each other till all that’ll be left, be just one seeping wound –
that’ll sweep the earth into a corner It cannot hide from You. At Dawn, my darkness breaks. Here I open me, and hear You-“Rest. Abide in Me. Choose Life, not death. Breathe, inhale Love: look ! Watch the Light scatter night. Describe to Me anything man can do to annihilate death? Yes, little one, rest assured, abide in Me. All else will soon fade. The skies will scroll, and all the boasts of nations will be as a drop in a bucket. This too shall pass, in a very short while, the Day is at hand. You weep for white flags of men made of clay, now choose Supernaturality. Close your eyes to the visible. In the Stillness, here, Find me. Abide with Me. “
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