Innerdialects

Was supposed to say ‘trial post’ though this sounds new and strange. Which is what I want maybe… strange as in ‘unplanned good’. Not saying anything cute and planned, just words off my head as I zone back in on the great I am. If you know who and what you are, what a wonder filled thing that is. I generally do too(know who I am) but somedays its confusing. It’s more like I am who I will be, or… I am who I was. Or I am who I may be. I love the present tense underlining a person’s direct persona.

Lil tired of trying to say the perfect thing, esp if you’re hanging upside down off the roof and there’s a kid drug- medic-t. among others you love, and others you try to ignore . And if there’s pain but its sweet in an ugh way, yucky kind of way

but it’s why I’m writing again.